Since I was a little kid, I was into tying and hanging things.

I hanged beads from the wall.

I used to also tie rocks and hang them from the ceiling but I never knew why I loved tying so much.

I also tied Barbie dolls and stuffed animals with a yarn when I was a kid.

I used to tease boys in 2nd grade. I would tie them up on a tree or a pole and throw rubber balls at them for fun.

When I was in 4th grade, my father took me to his friends house.

They were having a long conversation so they told me to wait in my father’s friends son’s room.

I sat down and waited but I got bored. I looked into the closet.

That’s when I saw toys, whips, and books (Kitan Club BDSM magazine sold in Japan).

I was so curious as a kid, so I looked through the pages. I saw pictures of women and men being tied up.

It was a weird feeling I had…It made me really excited and it stayed in my head for a long time.

When my father called me to go home, I hid all the books back into the closet and never told him what I saw.

Since then, I had been interested in bondage…

In high school, I was into corsets. I really loved the tightness and the beauty of corsets more as a fashion form.

After I graduated high school and started going to college at age 18, I started looking at SM Sniper (SM magazine sold in Japan) and that’s when I found a fetish bar/cafe where I walked in. I wanted to work at a place where I can wear corsets and BDSM places were the only place around.

They also did performance there.

I saw a girl being suspended. I felt the same way I felt when I was in 4th grade.

(Suspension done by Kazami Ranki)

That’s when I knew this is what I’ve always wanted to do. Suspend and tie someone.

Ever since, I have been into tying people and been tying for over 20 years.